Fuck me and throw me in a dildo-pinguin-lovin-linux-community if this is a coincidence!!

I just came home from a ~4 hour walk in the lonely night after bumping into some health problems and a good fight and this is what I read on my customizable' excite welcome page:

"Pisces
If your are in a partnership that is not exactly what you want, then don't move forward with it -- no matter how great it looks on paper. This holds true whether it's a romantic relationship, business partnership, or even just a casual friendship. If you are not getting as much as you are giving, or are not feeling supported by this other person in the manner that you require, then stop moving it forward. Wait for them to take things to the next level. You can't be the only one driving this."

I don't know how they do it or how they come up with it but about 70-80% of the time, what I read on my excite page fits like a glove I'm not saying I believe in this sh!t but sometimes it really makes me wonder....

decisions decisions....

love hurts

....

I'm livin' in a "High Risk Country" they said....

it can get worse, be happy for what you got .... enjoy it ('till you can).

1+1 should be 2, but, sometimes (most of the time).... it's not, get used to it, let go, quit trying to control it's out of our jurisdiction anyhows'....

the "old soul" has spoken

ps: this still applies: don't with nature

don't with nature

there's so much cough-cough-BULLSHIT-cough nude on da.... i wonder all those photographers get a piece of ass from the "models" or is it just "charity" work....

so if your one of them leave a comment i'm curious

when you have friends you don't need enemies no more

Well well well.... today I had the nicest surprise!! my ex girlfriend {brezovszky boglarka - or some dude she hired and payed for with pussy [she likes to get to know people (~ fuck around, that's why we broke up)]} of whom' I'll post naked pictures all over the internet soon (stay tuned) "hacked" my password here on deviantart (or maybe she just saw me sometime typin' it in I really don't know).

I already wrote to devart staff, I hope they give me the logged ip address to u know, the digital fingerprint so I can take some legal measures.

Anyhows Barely used Black Ipod classic 80GB for sale!!
C' it here: [link]
(why? cuz I want an ipod touch)

As soon as I get the Ip address, I'll go to my internet service provider, track it down, get a name and address and maybe I'll even go to the police.... this is illegal you know....

remember .... CAUSE AND EFFECT
(watch who you fuck with in the future u cunt)

Happy Christmas!! (w)ho(re) (w)ho(re) (w)ho(re) (biatch)

[link]

I would also like to sell my pride, my values, I also sell my respect for someone I loved!!!!

guilty people don't like to feel guilty © dtbsz

doesn't this: [link] look fake to you??!?!

don't watch animal planet! but this is ok....

ban these people.... oh' maybe not, 70% of devart would be gone

[link] - "just a little something to make u smile hopefully "

it makes me smile allright....

no comment

fucked up world we live in these days....

PS: oh-oh' she's a Senior Member (she'll be here till "hell freezes over!") I probably should have kept my mouth shut (right?!) now I'll be banned again

"hopefully" it will be handed to me again on my birthday like last time for commenting on a fat bi@tchez' "torpedo" tits.... now it's macabre and horror and blood, I'm in trouble (~deep sh!t) now, I'll be erradicated .... buhu'

ohh' snap

(she's a pretty-faced girl otherwise)

finnished my studies, got my diplomas.... now it's time to make



.... ....

[link]

I (bolded for my ego, just to feel what's it like) realized what the meaning of life is .... a long time ago [couple of years h'acctually' with my friend (right gerdy?! )] but I won't tell you cuz' 98.4% of you can't handle it.... (I always wanted to use this emoicon)

other news: not like any1' would' be intrested.... still'.... working on my 3d project.... for my final exam.... and makin' a buck when I can....

I need a 400D {piece of "engineering plastic" with some lens and electronics in it, funny ain't it) [with a bunch of lens with a red cirle on them just so I get some respect, not that I belive that true (talent/) respect would come from those .... but I'm not goin' to go into this I already did to much, maybe I should' have left it like that, the raw idea but then again you wouldn't glimps that behind all this crap there's an "emotional" "thinker", (pause) hmm but on the other hand those who don't consider that, (pause) are just part of the 98.4% [fuk!N' mass of loosers (my prejudice at work)] I was talking about earlyer and also, the ones who get impressed by the red circles.... why do I wanna' impress "those" .... hmmm .... maybe cuz' there are so FREAKIN' many of them.... I dunno', I always wanted to have sex on a tram (to), .... maybe I got some exposure issues, btw I got some wip that will shock, trust me}, a laptop, a new pc.... hmmmm these are my first top 3 (material) priorities.... a car.... money to fix up my crib'.... and some more money for other wishes.... but I'll stop now, I already feel soooo exposed....

remember privacy is an illusion and on every street in every city there's a nobody dreaming of becoming a somebody and so on....

meditate further I must



ps: btw I respect and admire the "fukiN' mass of loosers" some of them, sometime, despite the fact that I refeer to them like that.... just add this to your paradox box, "forget 'bout it" ayyt'....

take care now....

wiki this: wú

ps2: do not associate stinkindrinkinunorganisedpoortalentedfuc kups with the "real shit" when it comes to art they just get more respect and attention cuz' they do it in those conditions (the conditions also or maybe only, are the source of their inspiration and creativity) they are not geniuses, or maybe I just envy them, you will never know .... but that's my opinion .... a small lille'o piece of it.... small like.... ummmm, like a butterfly's fart or maybe even smaller.

soooo .... !! wanna' be my girlfriend.... oh no, wait! .... I already got one, she's just on another continent right now.... I LOVE long distance relationships! It does "good" for both parites' %^#$%@!!~~$~%#^~#@%~$#

"hope this finds you all well", greet's from the stinkin' ass ungreatfull third world (as some of u ignorant fukiN' foolsu call it) living gifted and smart but not intellectual (that's what a 300q personality test result said) individual! ....and also thanx for takin' the time to read and try to understand all this (or maybe u were just bored)

begin
while i=n { if (you liked it) write("leave a comment u jerkoff ") else write("if you have something you would like to share, plz' do not hesitate, thank you");}
println("goodby");
end

sayonara doooosshbags (I know I know I like to talk "dirty")

and to think that I only wanted to write "I realized what the meaning of life is a long time ago" ....

2007.04.05

i think i'm gonna blank the "journal" and not start a new one ....

2007.04.04

ya' all'

2007.04.03

all round the world there's smokers section, there should be a wow-ers saection also....

2007.04.01

I just bought one of these: Carrera Calibre 360 Rose Gold

2007.03.21

[link] - [link]

2007.03.19

watch out.... don't become what you hate....

2007.03.14

Happy BIRTHDAY to MEEEE







2007.02.24

hi.... i'm walker.... jay walker

lemme' tell you the story of 2 students goin 'home at night, tired . after i did my part for society (the daily 8h work) and after 2 games of kart racin' with some mates in da' city.

38 ron/lei (~ 11$) is the price if u wanna join the club....

so beware, i'm an outlaw now.... a criminal

while he (mr. we serve and protect (the rich and the corrupt)) was doin' the paperwork (proces verbal) about 6 other citizen "broke the law". when he finnished he asked me if i had anything to say for myself and my g.f. cuz there was a space for that on his lill'o paper .... i asked him about the other 6 outlaws and his intentions about them. why didn't they get a nice, expencive paper with his autograph'? i think i pissed him off cuz' he started threathning me .... (u got tp for my buttho'?!?!) well mr. poooolice man.... u can kiss my white naked ass.... i payed my dues' now i can proudly print and wear a shirt that saz' "i'm a criminal" not like the rest of u wannabez'.... i'm shure i learned my lesson and i will never jaywalk again' ever! and i'll work another whole day + a half to recover that money i spent on crossing the road and i will punish myself and confess to the priest.... i sinned'.... i will burn in hell .... this really helped me in my personal evolution and my way up on the ladder'. THANK YOU MR. POLICE MAN and excuse me for makin' you get out of your a.c. car and makin you write all those letters and sh!t....

anothe nice story.... this country sux'.... b.coz' of the people and their mentality ergo level of education.... i sent my broken hdd on the 6'th to a "hdd data recovery" company in our "capital". i got noooo feedback or whatsoever from the company thet claims they recover data from broken hdd-s. ([link] - YOU SUCK! stay the fu*k away from them!!!!)
no e-mail no phone call.... nothing! .... and i'm shure if i don't call 'em in a week (i'm a patient individual, the force is with me) i can kiss my hdd goodby'. that's not the end of it.... so i called and the dude on the other end of the line promised me they'll send it back the next day so it'll arrive in 2 days. another week passed, still nothin'.... i was kinda tastin' the dark side when i called them again and gave them a taste of my opinion and demanded my hdd back asap. i'm curious .... will i ever c' it again.... .... hokay'

i got a used winamp for sale, anyone?

oh' another thing.... i was on a nigh of "ad eaters", it's a def. "try it" and remember .... it's the survival of the fittest....

drink !!!! mmmmkay!!?!



2007.02.10

[link]

you S T U P I D BRAINWASHED m.f.-s ....

2007.02.04

weekends should be at least 3 days long ....

2007.01.29

....

"god" left this place a long time ago ....

surviving in a world where nothing is sacred

2007.01.27

.... in the near past I wanted to buy a full year subscription ....

I could not.

Deviantart SUX! .... cuz' I live in Romania ("you are connecting from a High Risk Country") .... and mr. "Fraud Detection System" saz 'it's a no-no.

well fuck you very much

"you cannot directly purchase a subscription through deviantART with your credit card"

why?!?!? what's wrong with my MASTERfuckingCARD?!?!?

oh' well.... if u don't want my money i'll spend it elswhere.... suit' yourself....



2007.01.03

sick and tired of this society of emulation ( )

waiting for the novus ordo seclorum
otherwise enjoying life .... may the force be with us....

....

news update (2k6.10.23):

just wanna say thanx' to the guys @ *hungarians for featuring one of my submissions ([link]) as a "weekly deviation" in their community thanx' ya' guys' i really appreciate it!

me' so proud

news update (2k6.11.23):

My master HDD died on me the day before yesterday.... it was a 200 GB Western Digital Caviar Special Edtition, S-ATA (150), with 8 MB buffer (WD2000JD). I had all my stuff/data on it. The work and information of many years. I did not have backup of the ~ 160 GB of data. I wanted an external drive next year (when i have the money for it) exactly for backup purposes. I did no c' this coming, it just happend out of the blue . I think it's a hardware problem cuz' it makes an ugly sound when the pc tries to access the drive at the boot process (kling-kling-kling-kling).

Now all my pictures, photos, drawings, information, e-mails, addresses, fav. bookmarks, programs, notes, client and personal webdesigns, training videos.... EVERYTHING is gone.... all that information, work, enrgy, effort and time.... it's like somebody kicked me back 2 years....

Rest in peace.... all I hope and wish for now, is that in the near future I'll be able to gather enough money to afford a 100Clean Room - Data Recovery .... and resurrect my lost data from my zombie drive....

....Tabula rasa. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be up and running again (ST3250624AS), building up everything from scratch, meanwhile I'm reding lot's of forums and I fine tuned (21% overclocked) my Pc setup.... from (cpu / amd sempron 2400+) 166*10 to 200*10 (now running @ 2000 Mhz) (cuz' it didn't want to accept 133*15 I still don't know why) and (ram / 2x512 kingston ddr in dual ch.) from 2.0-2-2-6 @ 133Mhz to 3.0-3-3-8 @ 200Mhz so that everything works synchronized. All this was possible thanks to my beloved Abit NF7-SL v.2 motherboard. Hokay' enough of this chap-charap


use the force people .... and back up your data!!!!

news update (2k6.12.23):

Fuckin' 2 am.... I got the nicest gift .... a small metal tripod.... thank you you special someone & i'm sorry!!!!

I got a job, how about that....

Sometimes causality scares the shit out of me

.... I ain't a bad person, am I? Relative shit .... I like to swear now and then, feels good....

and I still wanna' be ritch!

Happy holidays people!

news update (2k6.12.28):

If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun! .... a good example would be the couple that I saw one night while walking home, in a big park, under the stars, a couple, fucking on a bench.... THE WORLD WAS THEIRS people!!!! .... I still c' them, makin' love .... I just can't describe it in words .... and if it had such an effect on me, (it has really burned in-to my memory), just try to imagine what they have to remember. They were LIVING THE MOMENT, not giving a flyin' fuck about who saw them or what happend in their vicinity.... ....yeah.... livin da' vida' loooccaa' ey' hombres?!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all you fA'kers!

- rudolph is still stunned

talk to you guys next year! may all our visheZ' come freakin' true ....

cheers

news update (2k6.12.31):

get ready for the time travel y'all!!!!

2k6.... 2k7 here we come!