I (bolded for my ego, just to feel what's it like) realized what the meaning of life is .... a long time ago [couple of years h'acctually' with my friend (right gerdy?!

)] but I won't tell you cuz' 98.4% of you can't handle it....

(I always wanted to use this emoicon)

other news: not like any1' would' be intrested.... still'.... working on my 3d project.... for my final exam.... and makin' a buck when I can....

I need a 400D {piece of "engineering plastic" with some lens and electronics in it, funny ain't it) [with a bunch of lens with a red cirle on them just so I get some respect,

not that I belive that true (talent/) respect would come from those .... but I'm not goin' to go into this I already did to much, maybe I should' have left it like that, the raw idea but then again you wouldn't glimps that behind all this crap there's an "emotional" "thinker", (pause) hmm but on the other hand those who don't consider that, (pause) are just part of the 98.4% [fuk!N' mass of loosers (my prejudice at work)] I was talking about earlyer and also, the ones who get impressed by the red circles.... why do I wanna' impress "those" .... hmmm .... maybe cuz' there are so FREAKIN' many of them.... I dunno', I always wanted to have sex on a tram (to), .... maybe I got some exposure issues, btw I got some wip that will shock, trust me}, a laptop, a new pc.... hmmmm these are my first top 3 (material) priorities.... a car.... money to fix up my crib'.... and some more money for other wishes.... but I'll stop now, I already feel soooo exposed....

remember privacy is an illusion

and on every street in every city there's a nobody dreaming of becoming a somebody and so on....

meditate further I must

ps: btw I respect and admire the "fukiN' mass of loosers" some of them, sometime, despite the fact that I refeer to them like that.... just add this to your paradox box, "forget 'bout it" ayyt'....

take care now....

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ps2: do not associate stinkindrinkinunorganisedpoortalentedfuc kups with the "real shit" when it comes to art they just get more respect and attention cuz' they do it in those conditions (the conditions also or maybe only, are the source of their inspiration and creativity) they are not geniuses, or maybe I just envy them, you will never know .... but that's my opinion .... a small lille'o piece of it.... small like.... ummmm, like a butterfly's fart or maybe even smaller.

soooo .... !! wanna' be my girlfriend.... oh no, wait! .... I already got one, she's just on another continent right now.... I LOVE long distance relationships! It does "good" for both parites' %^#$%@!!~~$~%#^~#@%~$#

"hope this finds you all well", greet's from the stinkin' ass ungreatfull third world (as some of u ignorant fukiN' foolsu call it) living gifted and smart but not intellectual (that's what a 300q personality test result said) individual! ....and also thanx for takin' the time to read and try to understand all this (or maybe u were just bored)

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sayonara doooosshbags (I know I know I like to talk "dirty")

and to think that I only wanted to write "I realized what the meaning of life is a long time ago" ....